Imagine - your enemy

Current Mood: wishing i kept my hopes in check (as all advised me was the WRONG thing to do)

So everyone keeps telling me that if I'm closed up emotionally and put up boundaries and all this stuff - I will never be able to get into a deeper, more meaningful level with anybody. So they tell me, I have to be vulnuerable. But then when I show that I care - let my feelings out - I seem to always get hit on the hammer with it. Like I'm doing something wrong, or how dare I? Such a fine line between letting guards down and creating unnecessary tensions in your head. Developping a relationship in your head doens't actually take much work. The imagination runs wild if you let it. Its your biggest enemy at times like these.